I’m so happy to see this reference, you have no idea!

But forks take effort… I kid, even I’m not that bad.

Great, now I gave to check for hidden cameras, this happened to me yesterday.

Felt this in my chest…had a window of my life where things were so rough I was basically ordered by my therapist to take seek medical treatment for both, and even with treatment existing felt like a chore…couldn’t even will myself to look at memes when I woke up. Basically just laid in bed with my eyes closed for half the day for a while. Getting to the point where I could properly take care of myself again was very much a recovery process.

I was incredibly lucky that I had just started a new job when that happened and was full remote for the first few months, so a lot of that time was just supposed to be spent passively learning.

The ADHD/depression combo can be an insidiously detrimental co-morbidity, peeps. If there’s even a hint of that happening to you, ask for help. I had no clue that’s what was happening to me and was lucky that I was in therapy already when everything went down, because my doctor caught it right away.

Quite a few:

• Suddenly I didn’t need to rely on last minute panic to get boring stuff done: I could just think “this needs to get done”…and do it. I could clear my whole chore list without taking a break every 10 minutes to hype myself up, then go play games for the rest of the day
• I could write a to-do list and actually remember where I put it, and I could even manage to read it!
• My reading speed tripled since I wouldn’t keep losing my place every 15 seconds.
• I wouldn’t fall asleep just from sitting still for too long.

Corny as it sounds, after taking a long hiatus from treatment and then starting up again, I felt like I turned into Superman.

Ah yes, I remember the equivalent moment for me: I was 8, and Mom asked me if I felt different after taking the pills. I told her “I don’t think so?” And then 3 months went by and I noticed I wasn’t getting yelled at by my teacher for not paying attention anymore, and I wasn’t getting in trouble at home for “ignoring” my parents (it took them a while to realize I was genuinely forgetting things they asked me to do 5 seconds ago).

Looking back, it’s wild that it took me so long to notice such a big difference. But I think that’s a real testament to how helpful those treatments are: when leveraged correctly, basic behaviors that you would normally struggle with just “click” naturally.